10 — A Letter to Myself in The Beginning of This Month.

It is one hell of a ride, yes. Crazy month. October feels soooooo long yet so short. So many things happened yet it feels like nothing has really happened. I think addressing this letter to you would be the wisest because I recall you had a bit of a hard time earlier this month.

One thing: it all sorted out eventually. Another thing, I am very sorry the letter arrived super late as I was trapped in to thinking this is still the long October. Suddenly, November feels so fast we’re a week into this month already.

Well, I remember all the confusion, still fresh in my head. Now that I think about it again, I don’t even realized the moment we took the decisions — it seems like it just happened. I almost forgot how we come to a decision of not moving to other city. I also forgot how we become so firm and sure of our thesis topic that it is now progerssing. It just happened, it all sorted out eventually.

I think as I write this letter to my past-self, I also learn a lot. This acts as a reflection for me that whatever we are worrying now, questioning, hesitating to make a decision, everything will just come to its place when the time comes. Everything will just make sense when it is the place and time for it to come.

It may seems complicated at first, but, we will go through it.

Love,
AA